lost in the desert

Its been quite a long time i have in the desert and the time has come to find my way out of these deserts and would like to make my way .....
Yes that's true i have been struggling to surface ..
the more i try more i go deep into the shit :(

yes this is the hell and you love to be the part of it........

even you don't like it, seems like you are stuck with it
and really it is such that you are sucked into that you never will look back
and go ahead with the life
you are making yourself miserable..

but still the livelyhood of the present moment is what you look for .. each morning you make a resolution to go ahead for the new begining and .........

by the end of the day you are still there where you wanted to start ..

its all the same .. day after day..

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i have been doing some research on the part but i have been making the fun of myself..
still i have been enjoying to do new stuff....

any way .. its the reality.. :D

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created a space in provided by micro$oft http://chautarima.spaces.live.com and busy to put some photos ..... but still more have to be done for the time.

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