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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Trying to keep myself in this world

The title seems good ... but i was not lost in the desert as of now coz i see the vast desert and would come out somewehre .. but this big cyber desert is wat i am considering ...

i came across a lot of stuffs here in this magnificiant virtual world but most of it are really amanzing and new to my knowledge.

but staying in touch with frens and family has been made a quick and easy and affordable but still this seems lacking of something somewhere which i was trying to figure out and got lost again .. i see no horizon ,,, i see on end to this vast virtual world where i got into and never came out..

but sad to say that the mostly people here come for sharing things and learn new ways .. but me trying to leave my past start over new again but still the future is near (never reached) and past is haunting .. so i decided to live in the present .. not worrying about the futrue and relying the best from the past leaving the bitter once deep creek.. never to look back.

So its been months but seems ages past and i learned lots of thing and shared quite a few.

but the opportunity . never ends ..keep coming ..and have to grab the right one at right time.

Frens are helpful to make the descison and guess .. lots of them motivate and inspire you to go through to make your life beautiful..

i thank all my well wishers and frens to keep in track of social life.. and yet made a person .. not looking back . history is history but adviced me not to make the bitter experiences grab u throughout the life......

So closing my thoughts .. to and making space for newer ones.............................

1 comment:

Dibyendra Hyoju (दिव्येन्द्र ह्योजु) said...

Hello Pawan dai. I just knew your blog yesterday when you made a post on my poem. I read this post carefully and found that you've gone through very bad experience in the past and you're making a right move now from your mistakes.

It's true that we human are prone to making mistakes. But most important thing is to learn from them and have to be alter at right time.

I've also gone through very bitter experience which I have expressed them in poetic form and also posted this poem in my blog as well.

Here it goes :

Breaking the mould

I'm coming out of my shell
being isolated hollowed my life out to the bone
so, injecting a new life inside me

I'm breaking the barriers
being imprisoned right here didn't make all the difference
so, spreading my wings to fly

I'm starting off with new visions
couldn't advance with the knowledge acquired so far
so, thinking outside the box

I'm shedding my inhibitions
kept myself chained for so many years under darkness
so, pushing myself toward brighter side

I'm moving ahead, I've learnt my lessons
regretting too much made no sense at all
so, waving bitter yesterdays a sweet goodbye

I'm reshaping myself and redefining my life
tired of grilling myself “should I need changes?”
so, I'm breaking the mould
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Finally, I wish you a very best wishes for your new career and your life there dai.

With Best Regards,
Dibyendra